Bicycle Riding Venice Beach
- 15 hours ago
- 3 min read
California sky looked endless, and those iconic palm trees, I'm trying to put this feelings in words. I’m out here in the desert for my first Coachella, but I actually used to live in California back when I was a student. Returning now as an adult, the vibe feels so different. There’s a certain heaviness to the city that I didn't notice before. Seeing parts of it looking a bit run-down and worn out makes me feel a strange kind of sadness. It’s like looking at a childhood photo and realizing how much time has actually passed.
But at the same time, the classic California energy is still here, that vibrant sun-drenched positivity that makes everything feel possible. I even like the dusty wind in the desert in a way, except it makes my eyes hurt. It's a bittersweet mix.
Before heading out to the desert, I spent some time at Venice Beach, and honestly, it hit me in the best way possible. Watching the raw, unfiltered Dogtown skate culture at the park—the sound of wheels hitting concrete and that effortless, rebellious style—felt so authentic. LA still feels like it has a soul, even with all the changes. I suddenly had this massive urge to go back and play Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater. It’s funny how a moment like that can make you want to grab a controller and relive those online "skater girl" vibes from back in the day. I am actually looking for any video games I should play. I'd love it if you could tell me when we talk 1 on 1 on my fansite.
Back then, I was living in a completely different part of the state, which feels worlds away from who I am now. Being here in LA today, I don’t run into familiar faces or old friends, I’m just here as myself, a woman in her late 20s navigating her own digital business and creative path. I'm not that student anymore, and this city isn't the high school corridor I remember, which meant everything to me at one point in my life. It’s gritty and real, yet somehow still inspiring.
As much as I’m soaking up every second of this trip, my mind keeps drifting toward what’s waiting for me back in Japan. I’m moving into a new place in Tokyo, and it has been a long process, and I can already feel that "new chapter" energy bubbling up. There’s something so grounding about the thought of a fresh space—a blank canvas where I can finally bring all these ideas I’ve been gathering to life.
I have a few new projects lined up that I’m genuinely excited to dive into. Being here in California has been the perfect reset, giving me the perspective I needed to realize that while the past is beautiful, the future I’m building in Tokyo is exactly where I’m supposed to be. I’m ready to take all this inspiration, pack it in my suitcase, and start creating something real when I get home.
But honestly, the thing that makes this whole lifestyle possible—the reason I can even be here in the desert one day and set up a new apartment in Tokyo — is the incredible community I have on OnlyFans. I actually don't have so many fans; so this makes it a very intimate place where you get my undivided attention. Even when I’m halfway across the world, I spend most of my time online on my laptop & iPhone, staying connected and enjoying every single chat we have.
I’m so deeply grateful for the freedom this career gives me. It allows me to work remotely, to travel, and yet stay on the exact same page with all of you. It’s a special kind of intimacy, being able to share these moments in real-time while we talk about everything and nothing at all. Coachella is a dream, but honestly, it’s the connections that keep me grounded and inspired. I’m so thankful we can connect this way, no matter where in the world I happen to be. It’s more than just content; it’s where I’m most myself, and where we can truly connect without any filters.
Coachella is about to start again over this weekend, and I’m ready to capture every moment—not as the girl who used to live here, but as the woman I’ve become.
