Rikako's Journal

California sky looked endless, and those iconic palm trees, I'm trying to put this feelings in words. I’m out here in the desert for my first Coachella, but I actually used to live in California back when I was a student. Returning now as an adult, the vibe feels so different. There’s a certain heaviness to the city that I didn't notice before. Seeing parts of it looking a bit run-down and worn out makes me feel a strange kind of sadness. It’s like looking at a childhood phot

That day, the sky over Bangkok felt unusually high and clear. From where I was, I could see far across the city, layers of buildings, highways, river, and distant movements like I was somewhere outside of everyday life. People and cars, and many motorbikes were moving constantly below, but from above, it all felt slightly unreal. I recently watched the Congress and that's why I think about it. It's a film where reality and digital existence blur big time, where people can cho

Lately I’ve been feeling these tiny, almost invisible shifts inside me. Maybe it’s because of the new people in my life or the different places I found myself in this year. Or maybe it started when I released my porn videos, with that strange mix of pride, exposure, and suddenly seeing random images of myself floating around the internet. I had already been living in the OnlyFans world for a while, showing little pieces of myself and talking to the same familiar names every d

the cathedral felt cool and quiet inside My days in Spain felt like stepping into the story already written, the sun spilling across the...

I didn’t really get the chance to go see the roses this May...Somehow the days slipped by, maybe it was all the rain, or just the rhythm...